Right here, right now is where I needed you.

You tore my heart out and I was supposed to deal with it.

I didn't.

It nearly killed me.

You.

You nearly killed me.

I gave you so much and it wasn't enough.

And now what have you got?

Heartache and pain.

You never suffered like that with me.

You always knew where you stood.

You still do.

That's why you come down here...

Creeping into my world.

Because you're scared of yours.

I protect you here, I take it all away.

I fuck you like no one has before.

You come because you need me.

You need what I've got.

I gave you what you needed and you say "I can't. Not now."

What?

Am I not convenient now?

I don't earn enough?

I don't fuck you over enough?

Or is it just because you are all that I want?

You play me every which way, you know we can never be friends.

That line is far behind us now.

We've got too much between us.

Lust, need, safety, truth and Love.

Don't let yourself forget me.

Don't let me walk away.

You'll always wonder.

Just so you know...

It was.